Wasps In My Head

What if your anger had a voice—and wings?

Fourteen-year-old Gemmafeels invisible—at school, at home, everywhere. She’s the girl who never causes trouble, the one teachers forget to call on, the one classmates can push aside without consequences. But being so quitemakes her the perfect target for Leila, the school’s queen bee, and her two loyal followers, who humiliate Gemma daily and force her to do their work, turning her life into a quiet, relentless nightmare. At home, things aren’t safer. After the family business collapses, Gemma’s mother spirals into online conspiracy theories, while her father retreats into silence and obsession, waging a private war against the wasps’ nestsin their garden. No one seems able, or willing, to see what is happening to Gemma. She learns to swallow everything: fear, shame, rage.
And then the rage begins to take shape. In Gemma’s mind (and maybe not only there), wasps appear whenever panic rises: buzzing, stinging, urging her to strike back, to become as cruel as the people who hurt her. The more she represses, the more the wasps multiply—until she can’t tell whether they’re a hallucination, a metaphor, or something dangerous ly real. Her fragile balance depends on two relationships: Enya, her best friend, who pushes Gemma to fight back, and Manu, the boy who makes her feel visible…until misunderstandings and the pressure of bullying drive
Gemma into mistakes that nearly cost her both. When Gemma lashes out, she doesn’t just hurt herself: she exposes Enya, isolates herself, and confirms the cruel narrative Leila wants : Gemma asa “nobody.”
An unexpected help comes from Astolfo, the gruff, reclusive neighbor known as a hoarder. Behind his fence lies a chaotic universe of objects, memories, and an old Volkswagen van that seems to hold an entire life. As Gemma begins helping him sort and clean, their odd friendship becomes a quietform of therapy: Astolfo teaches her that you don’t defeat poison by spreading more poison , but you survive by learning how to hold it, understand it, and change it. When the bullying escalates into public violence and Enya becomes the next target, Gemma realizes running away won’t save anyone. In a tense, high-stakes showdown, she chooses a risky plan that turns the bullies’ power against them—without becoming what they are. The consequences are messy and real: school authorities dismiss her, adults fail her, and Gemma pays a price. But the cycle is broken, witnesses speak up, and the truth can no longer be erased. In the aftermath, Gemma is not “fixed” but the story gives an even more valuable lesson : a believable path out of trauma. A girl who learns to ask for help, rebuild friendships, and reclaim her voice. The wasps don’t magically disappear, but they no longer rule her